Out of sudden i juz woke up early today. it was certainly not like me. What am i thinking about? What am i missing for? Still i can deny myself that i still love her and miss her. It's been days dat i cant get a gud nite sleep. Keep worry about her.. As i was sitting in front of my comp the whole day checking my FB hoping i can chat with her online but it turns out the other way round. About noon time, my whole body just suddenly turn weak and when i think back i realize that i have not been eaten for whole days since last nite. Its was a terrible feeling thought but i don't seem the have the appetite to eat. I need to force myself to eat in order to move on the next day so i took some of mum's cook fired rice.
About 10 pm, i came back to the old place where me and her used to hang out at when were both hungry which at McD (Kuching Airport). As i was on my way back, i cant resist myself from visiting her so i turn into her house and take a look at her crashed car. Its was quite bad but i was glad that she was okay but i keep remind myself not to hang too long around her house. This will just cause her to hate me more.
At the bottom of my heart, i pray to GOD. Where are u my dear? I'm so worry about you. I miss you so much. I feel regret and hoping i could turn back the time and change everything in a short of time but when i realize it, its impossible for it to happen. No matter i took u how long to recover i will always be waiting for ur return.
To all viewer, it good to appreciate what u have now rather then losing it when u finally realize the gud site of it. Who might knows what is going to happen next? Neither you nor him will know what is goin to happen. When that happen it will be the most painful and regretful of our life.
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