sori for not updating my blog dis lately. been very busy with my final project. gosh. still thinking of wad to invent for my final project. hahax. anyway i wan to make an apology to everyone for not updating my blog.
my life dis days have been great to me even though there are a lot of stress. HOliday coming at least i can get up bad late and sleep late. wohoo... time to go for job hunting.
Saturday, 27 August 2011
Thursday, 18 August 2011
One fine day
Sori for the late posting. Kinda bz with my project lately. Been raining lately though and it the best for every to start listening to Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song and get on the bed day dreaming. though the weather is nice still i get some feverish out of it, reli hate it. After for quite some time, the thought still embedded in me, i just cant enuf out of it. Trying to learn all the mistake and trying to learn all the thing i shud learn for me no to repeat the same happening again in future. Somehow i make one thing in my mind is that, being left out in the loneliness in a sad way is the most scariest of my life and what i learn about me is im scare of being alone. The being alone feeling is so terrified that i shall not walk that path again. I try to stood up and trying to walk to path with bright light where i can feel everyone warmness.
If your reading this, im happy to hear from it but i reli hope ur hearing this coz the printed page juz cant come off from the binded book so easily that it's there forever. I try to learn to live the way myself are and trying to be strong. To all reader, live life to the fullest and cherish the person u dear and care for. When its gone is hard to get it back.
If your reading this, im happy to hear from it but i reli hope ur hearing this coz the printed page juz cant come off from the binded book so easily that it's there forever. I try to learn to live the way myself are and trying to be strong. To all reader, live life to the fullest and cherish the person u dear and care for. When its gone is hard to get it back.
Monday, 15 August 2011
The Unforgettable Memories
In every relation every1 has, there all had their own greatest and sweetest moment. Indeed this shall not be forgotten because when we are far apart we left with that image where we can still think back and smile at moment of time we have gone through. Its the most pain also when both are not in relation anymore though they still keep thinking about the memories. Good memories is good to be kept but it all depends all a person's will.
The moment of sweetest time i ever had with her is walking on the beach with her during the sunset, taking photos at the beach during the sunset, spent some holidays at damai, eating crabs, sharing the same jacket, watching movies, spent a day time with her a crocodile farm and so on. How i wish it could happen again someday. Been missing the time where we are together. In my coconut head, the brain keep telling me that " Where are you?", "When are you coming back?", "How are you cause i been missing you and worrying about you?" and so on. All these happening is like a routine that i need to encounter it as the new day come.
This is base on my experience where i still can deny myself that i still think about the memories of the time me and her been through and spent together yet it is the most pain when both is greatly far apart as compare to the distant sky and land. They feeling of missing the time we spent together is a quarters of miles away still its hard to reach for. Its been so long we both been apart from each other yet the image and happiness is still growing inside my heart. The feeling is like getting more burning day by day yet the fire just cannot be wash away.
The moment of sweetest time i ever had with her is walking on the beach with her during the sunset, taking photos at the beach during the sunset, spent some holidays at damai, eating crabs, sharing the same jacket, watching movies, spent a day time with her a crocodile farm and so on. How i wish it could happen again someday. Been missing the time where we are together. In my coconut head, the brain keep telling me that " Where are you?", "When are you coming back?", "How are you cause i been missing you and worrying about you?" and so on. All these happening is like a routine that i need to encounter it as the new day come.
I'll always love her. She carved out her piece of me that I can never get back and even if I could, it wouldn't matter because she has torn it to shreds. So now there's this hole that only she can fill. The thing is, I know she'll never ever fill it, because now she's off with some other boys and she forgot the way back into my heart. If only she'd call and ask for directions.
Saturday, 13 August 2011
Wednesday, 10 August 2011
Life to the fullest
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How
wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd
be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day
of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be
popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this
school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem
stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire
truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that
night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed
around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a
moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to
wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room
filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was
ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the
moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And
Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean
playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be
so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan
cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove
on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow
down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I
really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us!
We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden
went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These
kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in
the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She
awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices
echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we
can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry,
Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one
night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to
them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you
please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with
tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your
best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people
in the other car were her mom and dad."
"DREAM AS THOUGH YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER,
LIVE AS THOUGH YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW"
She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How
wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd
be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day
of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be
popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this
school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem
stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire
truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that
night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed
around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a
moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to
wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room
filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was
ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the
moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And
Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean
playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be
so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan
cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove
on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow
down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I
really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us!
We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden
went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These
kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in
the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She
awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices
echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we
can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry,
Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one
night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to
them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you
please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with
tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your
best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people
in the other car were her mom and dad."
"DREAM AS THOUGH YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER,
LIVE AS THOUGH YOU'LL DIE TOMORROW"
A sacrifice love but in the end its just a lost deed.
There was a blind girl who was filled with animosity and despised the world.
She didn't have many friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else.
She always used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him. Suddenly, one day someone donated her a pair of eyes…
And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend…
She was astonished to see that her boyfriend too was blind…
He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"
She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."
With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."
She didn't have many friends, just a boyfriend who loved her deeply, like no one else.
She always used to say that she'd marry him if she could see him. Suddenly, one day someone donated her a pair of eyes…
And that's when she finally saw her boyfriend…
She was astonished to see that her boyfriend too was blind…
He told her, "You can see me now, can we get married?"
She replied, "And do what? We'd never be happy. I have my eye sight now, but you're still blind. It won't work out, I'm sorry."
With a tear in his eye and a smile on his face, he meekly said, "I understand. I just want you to always be happy. Take care of yourself, and my eyes."
You lost the love I loved the most, And I learned to live, half-alive
This is a song i find its content is very meaningful.
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time
Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
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